Reflection

What am I taking with me from the #YourTurnChallenge?

Up until now I haven’t been following the challenge questions but today I am going to reflect. Self-reflection is an important part of life and I find that is a very useful way of consolidating lessons learned from experience. Having to have a finished piece of work to ‘ship’ every day for the past 6 days has been a challenge. It was probably easier for me than it was for most people as I am on leave at the moment and I have a lot of spare time but it was still no easy task. There are good and bad things about this exercise but I have found that it was a very rewarding and overall positive experience.

I wander around with a head full of ideas and often struggle to make myself sit down and actually write them out. This challenge worked well in giving me a good impetus to get started and allowed me to get those ideas out that have been going round in my head for ages. Emptying my mind in this way allowed room for new and fresh ideas to form and they have been coming in thick and fast. I don’t think I have ever felt creative energy quite like this before.

As well as being a great way to get started, the challenge was also really good for finishing. I am usually quite good at getting started but I am also liable to get halfway through a piece and then get another idea and start something else or wander off and have a nap. Having a deadline meant that when I started to get distracted I had to pull my self back on task and commit to finishing.

The community of like-minded people to share this challenge with was a mixed blessing. On the one hand it is encouraging to know that people are going through the same thing as me. It is great to know that other people are reading my work and enjoying it. Having the opportunity to be exposed to so much writing by other people was inspiring and I have connected with some really interesting people. It also, however, led to lots of time spent obsessively refreshing my word press and twitter feeds. Putting your work out there can be a little bit scary and I think that I put way too much stock in what other people think. Whilst I am at the stage where my work has a relatively small reach and the comments are all supportive and helpful this is not a problem. The problem will come when someone disagrees with me, says something discouraging, or I get trolled.

There are down sides to shipping every day. I have a lot of things that I want to write that are simply too long, too intricate or too difficult to manage to get into a state that is acceptable for presenting online. I also found that my efforts to produce something every single day meant that I didn’t have as much time, or at least as much energy to put into the longer and more involved things that I want to work on. This challenge sapped quite a bit of my creativity every day.

At the end of this week I find myself hooked into some useful writing networks and connected with some inspiring and interesting people. I am heartened by the kind words of other bloggers through comments and on twitter. I know now that if I need to I can produce higher quantities of work than I have before and I can do this on a daily basis. I am inspired and prepared to work hard to create exciting things in the future!

 

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2 thoughts on “Reflection

  1. I had another blog which about a year ago became quite successful. It killed it for me. I just couldn’t handle the pressure (all self-imagined) of putting content out and dealing with the comments when someone did or perhaps didn’t like it.

    I also found it incredibly frustrating when the stuff I was always most proud of, was the least liked or commented on! So, there’s good and bad. But just remember even works of accepted and applauded high “art” literature will have negative comments on Amazon, just be pleased that someone bothered to read it.

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